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Wednesday, 15 February 2017

#習慣


你愛用放大鏡 看缺點
我愛用望眼鏡 看人心
累不累

模模糊糊的视线 不是黑夜白天的問題

只要我以为 就不是误会
谁都是宝贝 有什么真伪
什么是是非 都似是而非

迷迷茫茫的 没那么多对不对
错不错 只看心境怎么描绘

看的很琐碎 都没有所谓
多情是罪孽 專情不實際
又多情又專情
我就是個 雜種 

知道我爲什麽 喜歡你嗎
你應該 不知道
因爲我自己也 不知道
不喜歡被問 爲什麽
所以愛得沒 爲什麽

Wednesday, 8 February 2017

死人模式 開啓

久违了

又看了一遍 好陌生
那个人是谁 现在这个人又是谁

那个人 你好像有 长进
负面增加 很好继续 加油

活得不像个 人
以前不开心还找得到 理由
现在不开心连他妈的 为什么都不知道
所以不要问这个人 为什么

以前还会因为一个没断奶的承诺 行尸走肉
去死 有胆说就不要收回
你他妈的这个人口味 变了
你玩 这个人就给你 凸外加再见
如果只是路过踩这个人几下 她更开心
谢谢成全 这个人就想早死

连雨水都变 奢侈
记得以前常常下雨的
最近才知道 连老天都想她早死

伤心到心累?
不是, 心累到心死


他妈的在这里罗里吧嗦 又不敢去死
真看不起自己

地球你越轉越慢 來給你錢轉快點 好不好

耶 我仍然還是個怪人










Tuesday, 26 August 2014

本以為信念改變 一切都會好起來 

才發現 自己仍然還踏在原地 

心情不好就會失眠的習慣依然沒變

過去現在逼著自己學習不回首

從幾時開始 都把不開心往心裡累積

說不出來的不開心只能在這裡發洩

拋物線不停重播 這些都是錯覺

明天又會是新的一天

Thursday, 17 April 2014

What to do when you don't know what to do.

Everyone get stuck. We're all reach moments when we're not sure how to move forward. Whether it's a creative project, a relationship or something else, getting stuck happens to the best of us.

I found myself feeling stuck a year or so ago that didn't fit. It wasn't in the field I wanted to be in and also not the right role for me. As I try to find ways to move on, nothing seemed to work. The good news is I didn't stuck and you won't stay stuck, either.

Stepping away from the problem can feel so counterintuitive, but something happens when you focus on other things. Instead of obsessing and pushing past the point of being helpful and healthy, let go and go do something else. Do something you enjoy and just lose yourself in it. Yes, the problem will still  be there and can't be completely solved when you get back. Yes, It is likely be the same as when you left it, but what matters is that you will be in a different place. While you're off having fun, your mind has been working. Maybe you'll have new eyes on things, maybe the option will feel different and maybe a shift will take place.

When you sleep, the subconscious brain is still at work. Without your conscious mind in the way, you subconscious gets free reign. This is why you may have bizarre and intense dreams that related to the things you're thinking about. When you're sleeping, you're still working things out.

Free writing gives you space to express what's really on your mind. It's space to think.
Often there's something within us that keeps us stuck. It can feel like we don't have enough information or enough opinions, when it's actually lack of clarity about our desire and the tension of conflicting desires. Free writing can give you place to put words to these feelings.

Allowing others to see and hear you in your struggle can be incredibly difficult but also incredibly helpful. You always find that you're not as alone as you may have thought, other people had been stuck similar ways before. As you share your stuck-ness, you will invite others to do the same. You will find they helpful suggestions, or it may just be helpful to ave some company.

If you don't know what else to do, make something, create something. Make times for the creative endeavors you enjoy. When you create, you allows yourself to express things that might not have an outlet otherwise. Making things and tapping into your desire to create also help you feels a sense of agency - that you can do things, bring about change and make an impact. It helps you feel less stuck.

Get your body moving and your breath going. If you can't get outside or to the gym, spending some time meditating. You are a whole being and using your body helps you feel good. 

As great as it is to have the world at our fingertips, it keeps us from relationship, encourage comparison and distract us from deeper question. Spend some time away from your devices, trying to go a day a week without them and see what happens.

Who do you know who might know something about what you're facing? Talk to the person, tell them you're stuck and how you're feeling. Ask what they would do. If your resources are exhausted, just ask someone to just listen. Finding empathy helps to feel less stuck.

People outside the field don't know the rules of game, and when you don't know the rules, you're not afraid to break them. When a person doesn't know the rules, they call everything into question. Sometime we need someone to question everything with us and help us to identify the assumption we're holding that might be keeping us stuck.

No matter your problem - whether it's a creative project, a relationship or something else - you won't stuck forever. Know that if you keeps moving, keep trying and keep risking, you will find a way to make something move and get momentum again.

Just don't give up.




















Tuesday, 23 July 2013

# 小千小千



HALO 黄小千 你在这里叫这个名哈哈

很久没见  想死你了啦 想我煮的粥吗 我想念你睡觉叉腰的样子耶

我知道你有来看 就写一下 看了比较开心有没有 有没有

有啦有啦 SMURFS II 要看要看 以后不管几部都跟妳看

要去读书楽是吗 还不见个面都半年不见了咯 我每天想你想到睡不着耶

弄到我黑眼圈都好像黑青酱

去读书出门要戴口罩 不要去吓到外面的人OK


 


Monday, 6 May 2013

505 The darkest day of Malaysia

5 May 2013, the darkest day ever.

I'm 19 year-old, from Johore, Malaysia.
This is the first time I felt so disappointed on how we are treated. This is the first my time I felt ashamed on those people who had done anything to seize power and even undermine their adversary's reputation. I admires people who dare to stand out for their beliefs. To get a better country - this is the reason why we should be together. 
Enough is enough, this was what Teacher Yeo Tun Siang said. 
Before the 505 election, we'd been through a long-term revolutionary struggle, people stepped out for their rights, they walked out to the streets and made themselves a hanging banner and standing right beside the road, all they wanted was just a BERSIH election. Is that really so hard to achieve? People had realized Malaysia seems to be getting worse and worse since the last election in 2008. All 90's friends, please don't give up on our homeland. Hold your head up, there's is a light in the sky. It is our turn to change the next history of Malaysia,
We weren't routed in this war,  we were played by those f'ker who played dirty tricks against us and treat us like a fool. 
This election make us realized the truth and the dirtiness of Malaysia' politics. What goes around comes aroud, whole world are watching you !
Let's stand in with each other in this fight guys, stop being ignorant ! 
Fight for justice, fight for our homeland and get our democracy back ! 



Friday, 9 November 2012

# 毕业


学生编号: 07018
初中一A, 二A, 三A
高中一商, 二商, 三商

     04 January, 2007  我来到了培群独中
     08 November, 2012  我从培群独中毕业




回忆起初一  大家是什么样子 

想起了  嘴角也不知不觉上扬

很模糊  看回了初二用的无名网志

第一次汇款 第一次学吉他 第一次参加饥饿三十.....

因为太健忘  所以我喜欢用网志记录生活 

六年的时间 

我学会了很多东西   认识了很多好姐妹 好兄弟

今天的毕业典礼主角是我们了

好不舍得 曾经每天到学校上学放学 

习惯了大家的一举一动 彼此依赖 也有了我们自己的相处模式

现在又要离开这里 出去重新适应 

很庆幸选择转来商科班  好的老师好的兄弟姐妹

手痒的爱弄人, 讲话直的爱呛老师, 意见多的一定被洗

大家真的都很Steady。 

人如果没有离别多么好, 我喜欢读书生活哎

以后一定要常聚 不要一年一年减少最后失去联络了

我爱培群商科班  Byebye ;)



班歌

词/曲: 李思名

经过这些年 在一起的这三年
我们终于要离别
心里的感伤 说不出口的再见
我们始终要面对
每一份喜悦 一起玩乐的记忆
我要永远记得你
曾经追逐过 一起奋斗的回忆
命运让我们走在一起

今年我们将离开这里
离开这熟悉的地方
心里有千万分的不舍
舍不得可爱的你们
希望离别后 大家各自要珍重
一定要保持联络




还有白痴一帮, 名字有点俗气 原谅我年少无知下的决定

你们五个是我找来的, 不管有什么变化心都在一起 ;)


彤, 我们都毕业了, 你在美工班要更努力知道吗

读好书拿到文凭 成果展毕业典礼我们都去看你

等你明年读完在出来找我们 我们帮你试读大学 这样你就简单一点

一想到你就有点心疼  以后可能不懂不能随传随到的一起出门了

还有出门不要健忘 尤其是钱包电话

还有今年之前我们快去考车吧  不然明年你要做巴士了

表伤心了哈  我们都爱你  你要加油




黄小色 我知道你在乎我也是

虽然认识不久 可是已经有家人的感觉

每天都有信息 哪天谁没回谁就要罚钱

我们要一直好到老 谢谢你的last love biscuit :目

其实你去年给我的Loacker还有巧克力我还没吃哈哈