Sorry that I'm perfectly imperfect,
Sorry that I completely let you down,
I just wanna do what I wanna do.
I just wanna do something to make myself feels better.
Is it really worth for this? I suppose, sometime.
However It's one of the best ways that I'm reminded daily of who I am and how I want to be.
These are hardest times, I tried so very hard to forget it....
I'm tortured by my past, I'm emotionally retarded and I don't know how to act.
This is just ridiculous and fcking annoying!
I'm lost for words sometimes but all I wanna tell you is I'm still the same.
I haven't gone astray, nobody led me astray, really.
From now on, please just trust in me.
I'm tired of this damn...
I'm so fed up of those overwhelming pressure,
that is hard to be gotten rid of,
and honestly I need someone to vent my anger and frustration :'(